Long time, indeed. I have escaped into other ways of letting out my thoughts and feelings, but now slowly, but surely am coming back to the realization that I need to write, write, write! to find my balance and letting out load what is going on in my (sometimes confused:) mind.
I have been enjoying the safety of my MSLS community since September and letting go of my worries of not knowing what the future holds for me. I have embraced the motto of one of our course here: leading from the future as it emerges. Beautiful thought - just it is bloody difficult to rely on and be patient enough to trust that everything will be all right in the end. So lately, my thoughts have been wandering around future and finding out where my passion is leading me...
Even though, I have been studying in the last two years, I still feel the need of learning - however, this time it is a different and maybe more challenging field: self-mastery. having participated in the authentic leadership training last week, I felt the call for more mindfulness in my life and conveying my message by leading by example rather than preaching. I crave for meditation and authentic present moments from masters who have been enlightened from an early age on. That could be one of the reasons why my compass is in the direction of SouthEast Asia...
Another passion is the relationship with people and dogs. I do love helping people and I do love the interaction with dogs and as per Misch's advice, why cannot I pair the two together and do something for personal development?
And then comes my ever-growing passion for educating children. Being a teacher, being a daughter and a granddaughter of teachers, it does form my perception and vision on education. And my lovely thesis is on this topic as well :)
So enough ideas to digest and combine and then distill. Ah well, it is gonna be another f***ing learning experience. :)
welcome and farewell at the end with this lovely song!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mIpjiYmjXh4&ob=av2e
